Four Years

Feeling up the waves as they come and go.
Fake feeling I feel, I’m just down for the ride
I laugh out loud my life’s a joke.
Impatient imperfect, jealous and worth it I can not decide
Is it me, who I am thats’, running my life?
Open up a book to the exact page
No one said you’d see this stage
I rather turn to dust then hear your words
Choking me because you’re just bored
Nights sky is blue, stars in the air
But when was the last you looked up and stared
you don’t see the beauty
The mysteries
Inside of the skies, inside of our minds these artists never meant to make us blind
But to see deeper in the picture
To enrich our lives deeper
More people on face book in stead of face to face will we ever win the internet race?
I can not tell you why, cant tell you when
I will crash and start again, I cant tell you how, I can;t tell you what
Can you look past the judgement?
Will we ever see eye to eye?
When you pass me in the daily life
Is your memory gonnna flood like mine?
I said id always love you and you said the same words to me
I don’t think we understood that moment, we did not agree
I can feel it your breath, see it in the night sky,
As your moving your lips, explaining to me why
You promised forever, and I was in the moment, but the both of us knew neither of us meant it.